so .. i didn't end up getting the job that I so-very-wanted. i am disappointed, but i am a Christian and so i'm trying my very hardest to believe that God has a bigger plan for me. or i'm trying to believe that everything does, indeed, happen for a reason and life/destiny/fate/whateveryoucall it will guide me in the right direction. it's hard though .. waiting to see what that plan is! i suppose it's also hard watching my friends start off on their careers, discovering what they want to do with their lives, enjoying spending their money on late nights at bars and expensive dinners or traveling while vance and i are off busy learning how to become parents. don't get me wrong-- i love my little monkey with every ounce of my being and wouldn't trade my life for the world (unless i could live exactly the way i do but make copious amounts of money while doing so-- reality show, anyone?), but it has been quite an adjustment for me.
and so these following pictures may reflect this 'quarter life crisis' I'm going through.
I think I may need to take time to figure this one out.